Journal 04

Really don't have much too say. The past few days I have felt ok, same old worry's but most the time I have been able to keep they buried, where they should be.  There has been Emily feeling sick and I worry for her, but it's a good worry, a worry that shows I am still alive and I can love.  There is also tryst with his depression and back issues, that have me worrying, but it feels good that he can talk to me, and I know it's selfish but doesn't change that I wish him to be happy.  I don't understand Emily's "new" relationship as hard as I'm trying, but it makes her happy so I will continue to try and understand and from what I can see SLR need's her too, so both there sake's I will play my part... Despite my lack of understanding I am happy that SLR has Emily to help thought the changes she's going thought.  Anyway that's all from me.